When the morning air gets to you

Im on the strings
in the verge of gaining the thoughts of surviving
pulling myself on the way of imposters
why i cared?
i dont even understand why
i guess it gets to u when theres too much going on
especially when ure doing it alone
dont trust anyone they say
i cant even trust myself
set ur goals, ur virtue, with efforts
forget it all and go straight to the point and achieve it
if only it goes that way
i cant seem to get my mind straight

i know it looks like im mumbling things but im just expressing how i feel
and why or whats the cause
that is mine to keep and fr u to figure out.

when i was feeling so well and safe
there goes the bells to put an end to everything

maybe, try to be better this time
i will, i promise
somewhere on the clouds,
theres a part of me that i see, so free
i wana feel that, it just a matter of time
and the thoughts of that, is what keeps me going=)

i miss you, all my friends wherever u guys are
i miss you, my girls and sweets
i miss you, my heartbeat
i miss you, dad,mom and the rest of the family
i miss you, my late grandma,ouh god, i miss her so much!