aye aye aye tears i cryy

i left with a thought of u
i walk with your hands
i run with u guarding
i lay down with by my side
i stand with u with me
i close my eyes with u in sight me
i turn with u turning
i smile with your happiness
i cry with your sorrow
i move with your grace
i breath with your air
i am here with you
i live for you

Seasons Hearted

the winter's cold
the summer's heat
the autumn's wind
the spring's colors
the warmth of ur open hands
retrieve the chain of emotions in me
the touch of heart from yours to mine
went straight ahead non left behind
ouh
hisses misses your kiss has no lie
tears in ur eyes shines thru never shattered
every inch of u tells me a story
a never ending tale that will never go pale
every part of me now yours and what you are is what i am
what we have grown to be is parts of u and me
north or west,neither east nor coast
wherever u are, uphill or downpar
you take me along with you
the presence of me is there with you
at heart in the beat and breath of every seconds
that vows to love
and wherever i am,the shadow, the presence of u still
will always be, never be look passed
together blissfully

:)

dah la rasanya i didnt write any proper post
heheh
miss it tho, bt i xde any inspiration in wt to write actualy
hehe, well, after all the hectic registration and starters on my studies i thank god that at last all of it has settle and been done
finally i can sit and relax
bt sadly i have to pull out from joining my uni's drumbattle on march as i can gskip that much of clas to join the bttle. as this smter is the bussiest smster of all
darn it
bt no worries, for the debate events, ill try my best to join each of em, see u guys in novice,insyaallah:)
i gtg
rushing to some things
much love:)

Tribute

Al-fatihah to my dear late grandmother Allahyarhamah SHARIPAH SARPAN on the 3rd o Jan 2009.
(i call her 'MAK' which means mother)
Thank god i got to see, talk to her and give her hugs & kisses on the night before her last breath.
She have given such a big IMPACT in my life. Loosing such an inspiration of LOVE & SPIRIT makes me think back how strong she was, going through 80 years of her life and stay strong for her children and love them unconditionally even through her tough times.


Thanks to all of the relatives that came all the way from around KL, Perak, Melaka, Johor and Pahang to Our house in Ampang just to be in time for the funeral.
Alhamdulillah, all of my aunts and uncles get to see and kiss their mother for the last time.
& i am so thankfull that god made all my family gt together and get to meet after a long time appart.

& thanks to my dear friend Fared for being there for me the whole day, although u were asleep half of the time! hahaha. and because he was staying over my house the day before 'MAK' passed away.

& also, thanks to my Love,Amirul, who came and helped around the house for the tahlil.

Mak,im sorry for all my wrongdoings and mistakes i made, i love you and im sorry i didnt get to spend much time with you, bt know that i loved, and apperciate all that you've done for me,
and i believe i have made u proud with my achivements and i know you'll always be here still in my heart.
I MISS YOU MAK:'(

When i get mushy, ill get realy mushy. hahha

underneath all the lies there's a truth
truth is, i miss you
underneath all the mess there's a sacred reality
truth is, im in love with you

and the truth is, when it comes to u
i cant seem to find the suitable yet perfect words to describe you
You're unique and original, i guess, that's what i fell for
now, you're the reason i smile
now, you're the sun that shine me thoroughly
now, you're my comfort that makes me high
now, you're my air that comes from within
now, it just u and me and nothing else matter

and if there's any storm that passes by in the future
i'll promise you, i'll hold your hand,and will never let go
as i have given my heart to you, we'll face it all, together

Taken

those brown eyes
cuts deep through this heart of mine
his undeniably candy sweet smiles
he,himself is one of a kind

It was all worth it,
theres no other words for me to write
nor
to describe
u made me fall for u each time
ill say it all every single time
it just smething dfrent
putting appart the reference
ill be standing by ur side,
through the time,the path
through it all

Thanks sayang:)

P/S:
this is specifically dedicated to someone.he's not one of u,as he doesnt know my blog. hahah

Rise

the summer breeze
kill me pleasee

the wind blows my hair off my shoulder
sand between my toes as i walk through
and a packet of liquorish never taste better
my cranky sky never this baby blue

when u make me say 'i like u alot'
u make my heart write this for u
words drawn by all the plot
as the sound turning me to u

as colorful as it is
i wonder how it feels
cz i dont know wt to do ,jeez
as i am clueless ,ouh please

pigeon fly by, and i never even bother
not now, details and similarities
is this the one or another
tasting better than the red smarties

putting all the pieces together
abandoned by the one who ignored
and i never feel better
even when im confuse or not

keeping my eyes wide
open, so i wont miss any moment
and as the clouds colide
it creates the seconds

i tripped,bt im not embarrased
i cut,bt im not bleeding
i believe,bt its not a curse
i say,and im not kidding

*wink